Let me fall if I must. The one I become will catch me.
- Baal Shem Tov
However, for the faithful few of us who have chosen to accelerate our soul development, we’ve had to jump through multiple hoops. And we continue to do so. Sometimes with deep chasms in between, because we’ve agreed to polish our souls and learn our lessons fast. The sooner to help everyone else on this earth ascension period. Yup, I have to remind myself I signed on the dotted line for this, lol.
A lifetime is full of events, some joyful and exciting, some memorable, some downright forgettable and some traumatic. When we’re forced to face a past trauma, your mind pulls you into a downward spiral to unpack all the emotions, reason for the events, figure out motivations and sometimes just try to make sense of what your feelings are telling you. It feels like you’re falling apart inside, slowly obliterating atom by atom. The carefully built house of your life with its slick curated image is about to be exposed for the fraud that it is.
But like the journey into the unknown for the hero, we must go into the depths of the deep murk of memory. To uncover that which has been hidden. To reveal that which was covered up to protect you from suffering. To understand the inner workings of the conscious mind and how it does work on our side. Looking after our highest good, even when we think it isn’t. So that we can release our inner shadows. Even though we cannot go back and un-know new truths.
Then we dust ourselves off. We pick up the walls of our old house and build a new stronger one from the debris. Adding new views, new understandings and new perspectives. With a stronger foundation, so that we can assist those that need our new insights and our learnings. At least until the next time it all falls apart again….hopefully for you and me, this is the final cycle of dissolution.